Not to love, then – Georgia Park

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Not to love, then by Georgia Park (Private Bad Thoughts)

He can’t love himself
until he’s filthy stinkin’ rich
with heat and a toilet

I can’t love me
until I’m published

so we call to remind each other
not to love anyone else, then
either
until these things happen

I write for his latest business scheme
over eggs with hollandaise
canadian bacon,
coffee with cream in it
all the most fattening things
for our one meal per day
we name concepts-
The Devil’s Companion,
The Dusty Bible
then vow to steer clear
of satanism-
not the most popular theme
how about…The Liquid Lady?

we shake hands and take turns paying
grounded in who is struggling more

he still daily promises
to never let me starve
or lead me homeless,
like he kind of is
and he keeps to it
bringing pounds of burritos,
chocolate milk and whatever’s waiting
inside our Styrofoam boxes
abandoned
from the back of the restaurant
when no one’s looking
but he swears he won’t take care
of any babies
by another man

I date lots of them
but i never feel
the way i still do about him
ever again
he does, often
and tells me about it
i look at their pictures
ooh-ing and ahh-ing

There’s grinds in my coffee
i am laughing
and the waitress thinks
so many good things
about us
but we are good tippers
so this comes
naturally

Georgia Parks

https://privatebadthoughts.wordpress.com/

Author: Sudden Denouement

A Literary Collective

17 thoughts on “Not to love, then – Georgia Park”

  1. Fabulosity! I really liked:

    “so we call to remind each other
    not to love anyone else, then
    either
    until these things happen”

    Unique, a subtle tone that’s attractive, subtle meanings under a nice tempo. Oh, and you snuck that “ever again” right in there, didn’t you? Such a really good piece of writing. Write On!

    Liked by 1 person

  2. I love this piece, but this:

    “There’s grinds in my coffee
    i am laughing
    and the waitress thinks
    so many good things
    about us
    but we are good tippers
    so this comes
    naturally”

    brilliant. It reminds me of something Bukowski could have written. This was a pleasure to read.

    Liked by 2 people

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